Should've Known Better...

I knew it, I knew it, I knew it. When will I ever learn to go with my instincts?? I went out with Mr. South Side last night. And believe me, that was the LAST night last night. “One more chance,” I thought. “He IS a really nice guy, after all.” So I drove all the way out south to meet him. Without going into details (this is a “family” blog, after all) let’s just say things didn’t go the way I had hoped. Yes, we “hung out,” but once again, NO intelligent (or otherwise) conversation, and no real “click.” Plus it is hard to have a “click” when Fear Factor is playing in the background. So I left early, claiming I had to pick up Roxy who was at my cousin’s and get home. And as I shut the door, I also shut the door of possibilities with Mr. South Side. What sucks is that I bought him this really awesome smelling cologne for his birthday (which is next week) – but there is NO WAY IN HELL he is getting it. I will keep it until I find what I am looking for. Or I will just spray it on Bear, my current bedmate. That way I can snuggle with my yummy smelling Bear who expects nothing from me and get a good night’s sleep.

Obviously, Mr. Cop is history as well. I sent him a “kiss-off” e-mail today, basically telling him (in nicer terms, of course) what an asshole he is, and that I am NOT the girl for him. Hopefully he doesn’t have a nasty temper. Oh, well. Too late to worry about that now.

I did, however, send off two more responses-to-responses in the hopes that one of these final two will turn out to be somewhat normal. One is a good-looking guy who is a couple years younger than me, the other a guy who works in patent law and is working toward his pilot’s license. So now I have put myself out there ONE FINAL TIME for Mr. Cutie and Mr. Pilot. But if these two turn out to be just as bad as the last two, I am giving up. Giving up, and leaving my love life to fate. Like I said before, this is just too much damn work. It really shouldn’t be so hard.

Anyway, I think I will make this blog short and sweet today, and maybe write on a different topic later. “The Beginning of the End” is currently on hiatus (for anyone who cares) because I am not “feeling” it at the moment. Hopefully it will return sometime in the near future, when I get back in a nostalgic mood. Later!